Hello. I'm Shanderraa, otherwise known as the forum jerk. I fully admit that; in my time on these forums a few years ago, I said some mean things, jerky things f*cking s*it things, whatever you want to call them. I'm not going to try to excuse them. I'm hoping, though, that you'll forgive them. For those of you who never knew me (lucky) or for those of you who have forgotten, a few years ago I was a member of this lovely forum. Not just a member in fact; a full fledged moderator, to which I pretty much made everyone clear of. I updated a ton, and it kinda got to my head. I started more or less demanding recognition, to the point that I basically wanted to be the highest rank on the forum. At some point or other, I went on strike for some reason that I'm still not fully aware of, then receeded about 3 seconds later, until finally I just gave up. I never really apologized or anything, just kinda stopped being on. I want to change that. Since then I've matured a lot, learned perhaps to not be quite so jerky (I'm not gonna say I'm perfectly nice, but hopefully nice enough) I'm not fully sure if I'll actually play on this site, maybe I'll still mod. That's not really the point. The point is is that I left this as a loose thread for too long. It's time for me to tie it up. Please forgive me.